Lost

I'm losing my mind
I lost my best friend.
Well, I lost my most comfortable aquaintence.
I wouldn't call her a friend because she never treated me like one.
From the time we were little, my companionship has been useful to her.
I can't say it upsets me to be alone.
In fact, I feel more free than I ever have.
My entire life I have lived to please someone.
I have lived to help others.
For once, I think I left this alone for me.
I need to be set free of the drama.
I can't handle another wound in my back.


When she reads this, she think of me nastily and say under her breath, 'I didn't need you anyomer any way.'
Could I answer her I would say that I never needed you. It was all out of love and comfort. Don't feel badly for me, and don't think badly of me. I just can't handle all of the stuff on my plate right now. Your 'friendship' is something I am too busy to tollerate anymore. I think you know why.
Last thing- stop talking badly of me to my friends, they have enough reasons to dislike me already.

-JDHUNT