Allow me to define myself. My name is Jessica Diane Hunt. My body is 20 years old and my mind is nearing senior citizenship. I like independent films, long books, narration, alternative music, and for fun I am a professional photographer. I don’t believe in stereotypes. I don’t believe in love. I do believe in God, although we aren’t very close.
What you see is an average girl with average looks and average outcomes. I used to have dreams. I used to have goals. I am quiet by anyone’s standards, but this isn’t because I have nothing to say. It’s because I don’t want to waste my time explaining what I think.
I break all my own rules. I don’t accept my own advice, let alone anyone else’s. I am passive. No one ever knows when I need or want or feel or anything. Life is easier that way.
I can’t explain it because I don’t really believe I can explain myself.
This is how I view myself. This is my definition.
Nothing is skin deep. Everything has a back story. And everyone is thinking the same things all the time.
They are thinking “me”. We only care for ourselves and we wait for someone else to care about ourselves too. That is what we call love. These are the simple, plain language views of life.
We are here.
We are here alone.
We don’t want to be alone.
We find company.
We wait to leave.
Death.
And all we think is “me”.
Sunday, December 11, 2011
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