I'm Not Your Type

I’m not the type of girl you brush past, because there will be something to catch your eye. It may not be that I’m gorgeous. I may not stop your heart with my strut. But you are going to notice that something is different, and you will want to know more.
I’m not the type of girl you forget. Because I have a universal connection, I can make everyone fall in love with me for at least a second. My face may not be unique or amazing. My eyes may not sparkle and gleam. But I know that you are paying attention every time I speak. My words are never wasted. I know I am always heard. And I know I will always be remembered.
I’m not the type of girl you get over. I’m the type of girl your father warned you about. He may call our type “the one who got away” he may even call us “wife”. But you should be made aware of the effect that I can’t control. I don’t know what does it. What it is that makes people fall in love with me. But I know that they never fully get over me. The poor boys in my past’s hearts still skip a beat when they see me.
I’m not the type of girl that will sit through these mind games that you think you are playing with me. I invented these games. I know how to win. I know how to cheat. I know what to say to make any conversation go my way. I know what to do to make you think you have a remote chance. I can assure you that you only get one.
I am the type of girl that thinks she has fallen for you. And this is new to me. It’s nothing I have ever experienced before. And I want nothing more than to give you the second chance you don’t deserve. I never want you to know that I cry myself to sleep assuring myself that you still want me. I never want you to know that you make me doubt every action in my day. I’m afraid to be myself. And I’m afraid to be anyone else. The type of girl you can’t brush past. The type of girl you can’t forget. The type of girl you never get over. I just want to be yours.